Signal 042. The Geometry Is Wrong Because Nature is Already Rooted in Oneness
I finally get why I feel off... The concentric circles don’t hold and we are expecting change to come from an extractive system without making actual change to the consciousness driving behavior.
I sat in a workshop two months ago and another one last week with an organization I love. It is a wild learning program for kids, and the vision is focused, creative, and open to all that I believe in. It feels like it is in the right relationship with the earth and with how we need to raise our next generation.
It’s hard work for them to fight for an organization that lives on the fringe of the system right now: children outside all day without a classroom, no shoes, slow time, embodied learning, mentors who know what they are doing, who are willing to take a pay cut to be in nature all day being elders, and who fully live what they preach. I subscribe to every word the organization has written, and I embody every single word in my entire being and life.
I am infinitely grateful they exist.
The organization is offering parents individual transformational journeys focused on anti-oppression and advancing social justice and equity. To be clear, I think they could charge for this, so it is actually a thoughtful surprise to receive 4 sessions of free education a year on a topic that I am deeply passionate about.
After each conversation, I feel a little dense. Not like I don’t get the point of what we are doing, but I am not understanding the focus and strategy, and how they connect back to their role in supporting my children's wild learning in nature. It feels very independent. I get their cause, and I love it, and I like to think because of how I raised my kids and our shared lived experiences (see below), that we are already starting from a slightly different point. I mean, we have been impoverished, we have been in a lot of communities without access to nature, and we were the minority race for half of my children’s lives.
I look at it a little like my Brussels Sprout model, where we have to peel back the layers to get to the conscious soul layer. The thing is, as with everything I have learned over my lifetime, my discomfort is directly connected to not going deep enough into the layers, and I can tell in this conversation that we are not getting to the root cause. We are remaining on a transformational journey at the first 3 layers down: relanguaging and meeting people where they are, instead of blowing up their world and becoming the phoenix rising from the ashes. This process, overall (not just here), is taking too long, and all the tiptoeing around language and system integration won't make it into the next iteration of society anyway. Those who plan to come on the ride need to immediately reach the consciousness layer of oneness and begin rebuilding from a new paradigm. It needs to happen NOW.
I feel anxious entering the conversation and frustrated leaving, given what I know, see, and feel.
Instead of just letting it go, I decided to sit with this feeling this week. For the second time in a row, the feeling in my whole body leaves me nagging until I can really verbalize it, even to myself. I am stressed by something in the conversation, and it is manifesting as a throughline in my body because this issue is not just about this organization; it is about our entire 3D world we operate from.
This morning, I started spinning through it using my Catch & Release method, and this is what I learned by focusing on the seed and letting it unfold from there.
Ultimately, if we have met consciousness, we already know we are one with nature. Skin color dissolves, classism dissolves, money only exists in the form of energetic exchange, even intellect becomes shared, and we are left with a clear-cut path to the promised land of being in the Collective and having a shared, collective higher purpose. We are able to unlock the Sorce Code; the whole point. You can only get there by burning down the proverbial house or blowing the top off the volcano and having the rich, fertile ground below to rebuild from.
It will never happen from the middle layer of fitting into an old system. As we move from 3D/5D to 5D/15D, it’s hard for people to understand this, and we have been in 3D for 300k years as humanity. In the next 6 years, we will arrive in 5D/15D. All because of what we have built in the 5D background over centuries. What this looks like is very exciting. I can’t wait to share my vision.
Details from the Framework
The workshop is built on a model of three concentric circles: Individual, Group, and Society, with nature never discussed within the circles. The facilitator shared that all three have Nature within it… so the way I visualized it is represented above. The proposition is that nature contains all three and that equity work moves through the rings.
But here is the real thing I learned today: The vocabulary is the vocabulary of modern society, equity and social justice: inclusion, repair, dismantling oppressive norms, and widening the circle to include everyone.
I agree with all of it on an intellectual level, but I cannot metabolize any of it in my system because it is not focusing on the root cause… and my experience shows that you can use any word and action you want inside this system, and eventually the program gets dropped. This is time and time again. Repeat. The strategy is built on a broken system, which we keep repeating, expecting a different outcome. With my 35 years of active duty left in this lifetime, I want to use them for constructive, productive change, and it needs to happen now. We don’t have another second to wait to subscribe to surface-level shifts. We need metaphysical, cosmic change.
Essentially, healing the soul of the earth and its inhabitants and rebuilding anew.
The three-circle model holds only if society’s operating logic is compatible with nature’s, and we already know it is not, but we are trying to fit into their system, not creating our own. That’s really hard. I get it, and I don’t know how we do it, but I know what it feels like not to. We are here. Industrial society runs on extraction, linear time, separation, and override. Nature runs on cycles, reciprocity, and attunement. The two cannot interlock as peers inside the same diagram. The concentric model paper-overs opposition by presenting it as a hierarchy.
Modern Slavery is Alive & Well
We are well and alive as slaves inside a modern slavery system with invisible jail cells around us. The shackles are visible if you have ever lived outside them and returned. I have, and I have recapped my story below so you can see how my whole life was spent inside these systems to truly understand them.
What I see happening is that by offering Social Justice and Equity in our already challenging infrastructure, we are trying to convert and recruit more people into our modern slavery system, and then giving them access to a reprieve in nature to re-regulate, only to go back into the cell all over again. There is nothing pure about this system, and it is proving the point with our bodies breaking down and the epidemic of loneliness and anxiety.
